the stillness in the dancing

my heartbeat reverberates my madness and it swells as i move around this space.  the music moves me, motivates me to master my emotions and my thoughts.  with every beat the space echos sentiments of evolution.  i wonder how many times our paths crossed in so many years and then i wonder:  why now?  why not then?  have you really been almost everywhere i've been?  and will our paths ever merge again?

now i look out onto a fresh horizon.  noone to disappoint.  nothing to hold me back.  i wonder what my children will think when they look back from the future, but i believe they will understand.  i believe it will be a different world.  i know that judgement has already been passed, so now the only limitations are my own.  i will always know what is real.  i will laugh at their perceptions and only cry alone.

you are wandering toward a certain destiny, aimlessly and carelessly, but with unrelenting purpose.  you laugh at your loved ones and find yourself more and more alone.  you are envious of those who look up to you.  they have so much more than you had even dared to desire.  you wonder if they pity you.  you wonder if your loved ones laugh at you.  you know that they do.

in time, there will come an equality.  i ask my heart to beat balance.  i feel my space unify and strengthen my resolve as i move through it, dancing for your heart.  listen to it's beat.  it's yours.  yours alone.  i can hear it.  like a child who rests on it's mother's soft bosom, i can feel the silk nest of your chest against my cheek and my ear and i know that your heart beats in time with mine.  listen and you will find me.

you can have it all.  i can as well.  we already have it all.  it is there for the taking as soon as we reach for it.  can you hear the silence in the music?  can you feel the stillness in the dancing?

i was always there.  you have never left.